Dec 202008
I’m still trying to move and act like a normal human
fooling myself and everyone around me
I no longer smoke
I am a father and a husband
don’t really know what goes first
some nights I wake; tasting blood in my mouth
old sins, old thoughts
I wake, sometimes, remembering other nights
other nights, filled with anger, sex and love and hate
I’m still waking tall
trying to remember how to live
and how to act like normal man
