this song plays over and over in my head
it speaks of sadness, anger and depression
I feel down becuase I feel that I can relate
it fits my profile, and I just can’t get my head straight
thinking through the night
that I have everything that I ever dreamt of
but these demons never seem to quit no matter how much I might plight
my wife suffers from her own demons
always try to stand tall and be her rock when they get the better of her
but no matter how hard I try I always fail, falling victim to my own actions
I smile and I try
but some days
everything is hard and heavy and I can’t stop thinking of things said and done
it feels like my brain is about to fry
manic depressive
that would be why I have visions of killing and being aggressive
the nights a long and hard
and I try to find solace
in the love that lives all around me
