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road back

johan — Tue, 18 May 2010 12:13:24 +0000

My Words feel and taste empty and hollow
like they just float there
boring and shallow

I like what I see
My eyes follow you
desire, drowning in the sea

I touch empty space
hate for myself becuase I know;
I’ve lost my former grace

the road back seems to be hard and long
the pain is numb though
and I hear nothing but my soul, in song.

It’s about sex

johan — Tue, 11 May 2010 08:32:53 +0000

It’s all about this
it’s all about the thought and the touch
about my fingers in your hair
my hands on your body

it’s about the thought
of having you
and giving myself to your will

one moment in time
it will last for hours in life

our clothes on the floor
minds and bodys just letting go
no rules
and our lips will speak only truths

sweat and blood
and for one night: no lies

silly poem

johan — Thu, 06 May 2010 08:06:22 +0000

This day may stay longer then it should
My hands are cold and I feel sadness, it feels like fall
nothing may be what wish
but i do know this:
True Love. lives in me.

Morgon-dikt-typ-sak

johan — Wed, 07 Apr 2010 05:03:52 +0000

Nybakat bröd som var nytt för tre dagar sedan.
Huvudvärk.
Saknar något materialistiskt.
Känner mig arg, irriterad och bitter.
Tar ut det på Noah.
Hans ögon tittar trotsigt tillbaka och jag avskyr mig själv, om möjligt, ännu mer.
Jag är inte bra på det här.
Jag har svårt för att sätta mina känslor i perspektiv.
Solen skiner bara på utsidan.

“The number you have dialed.”

about love

johan — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 06:56:17 +0000

I was gonna write about love, but I think I don’t know enough about it
I have been in love. I have had my heart broken, more then once. I’ve been told that I, in my turn, have broken hearts.
And I wish not to think about it.
I’ve been someones first love. And I’ve been someones last.

Love has made me do stupid things
and it has made me be better then I thought I was.
Love has made me cry and scream
most days, It makes me smile

Love has made me create life

Love, everyday, makes me get out of bed and take on the day, it gets me up, it gets me going.

Love has given me everything I have. Everything that matters. Love has made me what I am.
And I don’t know enough about it.

Hoppas ni alla får en bra Alla hjärtans dag.